Love locked down
And I continue to write the love story..
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
They're telling me It's beautiful


Dear God,
forgive me for being greedy in certain aspect.
But I truly think that,
I deserve a better one than this ...
PLEASEeeeeeeeee
I first thought that the day I've been hoping all the time
will come finally.
In fact,
I can never escape from this destined disaster.
I'm trying to hard to survive
and now I'm really exhausted.
I dunno how many time more I can tell myself:
" Just endure it and not to give up ! "
I'm running out of strength and energy this time.
You have given the opportunity,
and now please pour the miracle on me.
Your infinite kindness will be sincerely appreciated by me.
I plead you once again.
Signing off;
Hze =3

12:50 AM
Genuinely by Hazel Frances


Monday, April 26, 2010
But will I ever know the world behind my wall?


My Goodness !
I wished to die so much !
I couldn't accept others say that
I looked older than my same-aged friend !!!
This is so HURTING !!!!! T__T
I first planned to start taking Botox when I reach 30.
But for God's sake,
I think I should put more effort in saving money,
so that I can start botoxing 5 years later =(
AND
I know I'm really NOT gentle
which makes me to be categorised as Type-2 vandal ;[
(I don't damage things maliciously okay,
they just like to be broken in my hands =/)
I'm seriously trying very hard each of the day to be ladylike =,=
I should have been trained to be a fine lady
after spending 6 years in two girl schools right ?
Personally,
I think I DID lo ~
BUT guess what 'darling' Lillian said ....
:" Hazel's getting more and more macho. "
MACHO ?!
Thunderstorm filled up my clear sky out of sudden ='(
What the hell was going on ?!
FIRST- I'm macho ; SECOND- I'm old
=Let me die please=
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Nice Title . Nice Actor . Nice Poster
Errrr ..... But the movie is ........
I can't use the word SUCK coz it's starring by one of my dream men --
Leonardo DiCaprio =D
... ... ... ... ...
Hmmm... weird.
The best word to describe my feeling after watching this movie ...
In my point of view,
I think the contents of this story is not bad but less-convincing.
It's hard for me to believe that
a police who is assigned to investigate a disappearance of a patient
from mental institution located at a shutter island
is actually a psychiatric patient at there too !!
The story ended by telling that,
the police invented a fantasy delusion
which making him to live out of reality.
Interesting but odd right ?
This flim is actually based on
the same name best-selling novel by Dennis Lehane.
By the way,
I must stress that,

Leonardo DiCaprio is so HOT !
xD
Signing off;
Hze =3

1:28 AM
Genuinely by Hazel Frances


Wednesday, April 14, 2010
HOLY SHIT


HOLY SHIT people !!
I am bloody, freaking, fucking HAPPY right now !!
Well I am SO SO SO SO pleased until my brain goes empty ..
I thought I was dreaming ...
These few days I have being worried that I might walk out from this wonderland ..
Like what Alice says: " MY DREAM IS REAL !! "
0kay, today, this post ... until here first
because I know
I will be gone crazy due to over-jubilant another few days later xD
But before I change my mind;
I wanna tell the most important man in my life :
" DADDY, I LOVE YOU ! "
# Damn it, my mom smses me AGAIN !!
Signing off;
Hze =3

1:24 AM
Genuinely by Hazel Frances


Sunday, April 11, 2010
Good memories can save your life


In certain situations, the law is inadequate.
In order to shame its inadequacy,
it is necessary to act outside the law;
to pursue ... ... NATURAL JUSTICE !
This is not vengeance.
Revenge is not a valid motive, it is an emotional response.
We call it, PUNISHMENT !
-The Punisher-
Signing off;
Hze =3

5:17 AM
Genuinely by Hazel Frances


Saturday, April 10, 2010
Beautiful girls all over the world


"Boys and girls,
I sincerely hope that you can realise
how beautiful is the place you call WORLD."
I was extremely down for the last 48 hours ...
And suddenly oasis appears when I almost dehydrated !!
I will never ever forget that moment :)
That feeling is much more awesome than
when the guy you like tell you that he likes you too;
Or you are the only one in the crowd who sees a 100 note lies on the floor !
At the moment like now,
I want to thank our dear Almighty Glory God.
Thank you so much for realising my existance finally :)
I will worship your kindness by becoming a better person, I promise :)
******
Another overdue post,
a quick passing time but always reminds me those unforgetable days ;)
5th of April ,
went meeting up with my Form 5 Hot babe Kai Xin =D
I miss miss miss miss miss those SETA days so much !
Remembering we used to sat at the edge of table in laboratory ..
Non-stop chit-chatting =p
How good if Xin Hui and Zhe Xuan were there with us too ...

with my dearie Kai Xin a.k.a Fishhyy xD
******
Heehee
since only a few of us live around this d.e.s.e.r.t.e.d area :(
OF COURSE gonna meet up more often la ! Xp
Haiyo why is JB SO huge huh ?!
I freaking hope that my gang members just live on the next street of mine !!
Final-final-finally met up with my dear Sze Ung meimei ^^
='( People Of My World,
quit working la and play with me xP

When can 8 of us get into one picture again ? ='[
Signing off;
Hze =3

12:28 AM
Genuinely by Hazel Frances


Thursday, April 8, 2010
Lightnings don't strike the same place twice



Dear Heavenly Fathers and Mothers ,
Your kid who dreams so big and aims so high is begging you.
I plead you to have a look on me and show your sympathy to me.
I know that you have turned the light on,
but just lead me to the path that you have destined specially for me.
Signing off;
Hze =3

1:05 AM
Genuinely by Hazel Frances


Monday, April 5, 2010
I gotta feeling .. that t0night is a GOOD night


Alright, guys.
I finally have 'some moods' to write something non-emo.
Erm.. sorry should be *type xP
YES. Yesterday was so maddening !
And I really almost KILLED that moron !!
It was a long and silly story ...
S0, I'm not going to tell out here .. ** malas =P
Right here,
I hope my dear readers still remember that I did post a photo of my keys
in the first post of my second blog ...
*If I'm not mistaken ~
Well, I was so angry ... until I turned V.I.O.L.E.N.T


Unfortunely, I couldn't find the lower part of IT ..
and I think its poor abdomen is stuck inside the key-hole
because the gate has gone retarded too ~
All thanks to my **lovely** bloody brother !!
My parents aren't in JB currently and
I suppose to be excited about
my finally arrived 100percent-freedom ...
BUT this idiotic, ungrateful fellow thinks that
I'm his personal 'Ah Mat' !!

Andy : "Jie, tomorrow I have replacement tuition class for that day .."
Hazel : " So ?"
Andy : "Can you bring me to there?"
Hazel : " Serve you right. It depends how you treat me tomorow !
Try to provoke me again, then your lesson will be gone AGAIN !"
My brother said I'm really a Supergirl
because I can break METAL !!
LOL
Hmmm .. I guess human's neck is just a peanut for me xP

******

Ohyaa.. Ladies and gentlmen,
Hazel is now officially in an open **relationship** with my baobei
wakakakaka xD

++ baobei Hazel & baobei KuanShuen ++

Ohh.. Finally meeting up with my baobei ~
Yupp yupp we went for shooting ^^
And baobei was so busy climbing up and down to pose various patterns =D
10 times WERE NOT enough for us !! .>.<
I really hope I can show all kind of patterns we posed at here =[
Signing off;
Hze =3

12:07 AM
Genuinely by Hazel Frances


Friday, April 2, 2010
Escaping Mad-ness


" I don't write to empty my mind,
I go mad. "
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" Keep me SANE for another six days please. "
Signing off;
Hze =3

8:21 PM
Genuinely by Hazel Frances


I hope you know that you're killing me softly ...



7 days in a week is driving me CRAZY !
Waiting is painful.
Forgetting is painful.
But not knowing which to do is
the WORST kind of torturing ... ...
I am SO in dilemma !!!
Both of you are equally attractive ...
One of you promise to treat me tenderly;
another of you promise to treat romantically ...
Can anyone understand this feeling ?
Dear 8th of April,
could you please come faster ?
I really want to make a decision and get this thing over soon !!
Signing off;
Hze =3

1:15 AM
Genuinely by Hazel Frances


Thursday, April 1, 2010
I'm falling to a pieces


The best feeling in the world --
is not falling in love ;
it's finally falling out with the one who never loved you.
This is why I gladly let go of you.
Signing off;
Hze =3

12:34 AM
Genuinely by Hazel Frances