But then I got lazy ... and a little lack of blogging mood.

So tonight,

I left my last post here,

before a brand new story begins in my second year.

.......

When I first get this done ...

My first thought was ...

" OMG !! I have finally got something to prove that I'm a dental student !! "

All the medical subjects almost drove me ... to not perfectly sane =(

Chichi says : " Time passes very fast. "

I really don't think so,

'cause I just can't forget how desperate I was,

trying to get myself a stable place like now.

Something that will haunt me forever,

as a constant remind,

telling me that I can never pay no a little attention.

Whatever it is,

I thank God to let me passes my first year safely and ... fulfilledly

I thank my mom who agrees to my rebellious ( I still feel very sorry for tearing her heart )

I thank my dad who complains a lot about me,

but never 'dare' to scold me in face.

I thank my brother who has being a wonderful sibling and another true friend of mine.

I thank my besties who change me into a better person.

And the most important one,

I thank my boyfriend who always being there with me 24/7,

without him,

I just dunno what to do.

In the coming new year,

I wish, I pray and I plead that

it would be a smooth, peaceful year.

=)

Okay. I'm sorry, sorry and so sorry to my most faithful reader.

I gotta admit. I have either became lazy or ...

I just no longer that full of blogging ideas anymore =(

I'm officially leaving a few hours ...

then I have to go back to where my heart and my soul belong ...

One month,

passes really damn fast.

When I go back, all these gonna change from my recent life stories into

my another bunch of sweet memories.

My favourite !!!!

I don't really like sweet stuffs but with this as the only exception.

I just love Topless Five !!

Guess why?

'cause ...

1. You can choose your FIVE favourite flavours !!

2. It's served in cold, sweet, delicious and COLOURFUL !!

3. You can't finish alone, you have to eat with your FRIENDS and FAMILY !!

And I freaking LOVE this photo !!!

When will we be that crazy together again?

=X

I gonna miss this moment,

the night we walked miles and miles,

almost got killed by extreme thirst,

yet,

everyone still fake such beautiful smile =D

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Please believe me that this 'budak' girl has just turned 21 year old yesterday.

Very hard to believe right ?

Sometimes, I think God kinda unfair ...

'' Why are some people can looked so much younger than their actual age ??!! "

Please focus on what Lillian is focusing in this photo.

'' THE CAKE that she is holdingggg !!! "

One thing I love about Lillian is ...

she knows me well, quite well ... errr.. really quite well,

and I think I know her quite well, as well =)

Like how?

I'll prove you.

Last bite of cake,

Ms. MBJB is ready to clear the last mess...

WATCH !

This is the Lillian that I know, QUITE WELL =D

I LOVE LILLIAN ♥

♥~Lian. Hze. Chi~♥

My Cinderella's story is ended in one week again. 

=(

Cinderella left a glass shoe to her prince;

and Ka Ong left me a Ngok Ngok =D

Of course Ngok Ngok comes better than glass shoe la ^^

Sometimes,

me myself is confused by how I'm actually feel inside.

It's like,

I've used to the fact that he is always far away in a distance,

yet,

at the moment knowing that another long separation is ahead...

really tears me down.

Like the one who used to be motionless inside the photos,

finally came out ,

to warm me up a while then go back inside those photos again.

" Sweetheart,

we will get through all the hardships,

and then we will be together and never separate again,

although it seems still still long to reach,

but it will comes =) 

I love you dearly with all my heart. "