So much so much have changed.
There's nothing the same anymore, literally.

Many every other day,
I will ask myself :
"Am I still a human ? Or I'm just a ghost living inside a body? "

Life isn't life anymore.
I'm so not living like a 24 years old girl.

All of there, entire of it, wasn't suppose to be like that.

Spasms of grief deluge my soul.

While the bad ones rambling out there without any remorse,
with none of any intention of self-reflecting,
Yet myself,
doing soul searching whenever Im allowed to think of myself.

"
I shall be telling this with a sigh 
Somewhere ages and ages hence: 
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I, 
I took the one less traveled by, 
And that has made all the difference. "

--by Robert Frost


One and the other, again and again.

And Im an official Omnist.
Omnism recognises and repects all kinds of religion.
I'm an omnist, I believe in all religions,
I believe all religions taught us humanity, taught us to be good,
to be no harm to anybody.
I believe in peace and hope in return of peace.

I don't commit myself to only one religion because
I saw Christians who called themselves Christians don't really practice Christianity, so as Buddhist who don't find peace in Buddhism, etc.
If I were to believe the same with they believe,
I'll be really shame.

I believe all good persons will be protected by God.

And I'll be protected.

Good night now, I want to be truly happy again, please.

2:06 AM
Genuinely by Hazel Frances