Dear bloggie, if twitter has no word limit updates,

I guess it would have replaced you in my heart long time ago.

But everybody has its own unique.

I believe there are something can never be replaced,

even my so called 'Super-reliable' feeling also can't decide.

This is why I come back to my old house in this afternoon.

Yes, I've really changed.

And I'm clinically be diagnosed suffering Emotion Disorder,

then, I'm officially be given the title ' Emo Queen '

Maybe is due to the cumulative toxicity of so many many things tangling me,

don't let me go.

I think this post gonna hurt some people,

I apology in advance.

As the time passes,

I always think something real and true will never change, never ever.

But somehow,

I believe they can be different, for instance- less strong, much lesser.

My dear awesome sisters and sweethearts.

We're, to be frank enough to admit, getting lesser and lesser in touch.

Too many people, too many things, too many busy stuffs, too far, too long is the distance.

Whatever I went and am going through, they somehow miss out a lot,

so as the stories in their life,

I probably miss out a lot more.

But I know, when the day comes,

we gather together, catching up with each other,

everything back to the same again,

like separation never really happens,

and we all just becoming prettier and prettier.

I hope it works for everytime.

Then, to my Source of Love, Source of Light, Source of Breath,

and Source of Everything I need to survive.

I'm sorry that I hurt you in earlier.

I think I was out of mind.

I hope I was out of mind.

I pretty sure that I was out of mind.

I told Jolene on the other day,

I said :'' If you fall out of love, please don't be afraid to fall in love again."

I think me, myself lack of love.

No, I more lacking of new clothes ...

No, no, no, I think is the air in India being too polluted,

mist up my love.

If I have really fallen out of love,

I'll never afraid to fall in love again.

But I only want to fall for the same person.

Because he is the only one never let go of me,

and he is the only one for me whom I have decided long time ago.

I think I'm kind of a psycho.

I do change easily.

During very early, 

I changed the guys I liked very frequently,

then I changed my bloggies' URL, my email,

like nothing better to change...

Now I change my feeling, my mood.

=(

I really have to make my appointment to this Blogger Hospital 

and follow up my psychotherapy on time.

Therapy is done, I feel much better now,

Wow. I dunno how many century ago ...

since the last time I blogged using laptop in here..

I think it was one year ago.

Okay. At least, I'm sitting right facing the window,

besides the door (my door is closed).

Only this location of the room able to receive internet access.

My neighbour living opposite, Ms. Joelle Low,

slightly worse than me.

Her door has to be opened,

so she is sitting right in between the entry of the room,

skyping with her parents.

I bet you'll laugh out loudly if you see this scene of her.

It's holiday !!

I dunno why, not going back home also delighting me of the fact of ...

at least I can slow down my pace slightly.

Sometimes I ask myself,

" I'm not living in Singapore, why am I leading sucha hectic life? " 

Within 3 months ..

I have learnt about 12 different bacteria, 13 kinds of drugs....

and many many more uncountable things.

It's only 3 months,

but I feel so THREE YEARS.

You see,

in the past, we learnt many 'unnecessary things' that we dun even employ

a little knowledge of them in our studies now.

For example, Chinese and Mathematics, for myself.

So, I bet, not everything I learn now is employable in the future.

But, we still gonna deal with them.

Life huh?

Pretty wasted on many useless things right ?

Haha. My post is pretty peaceful ya tonight ?

I still going through disasters,

maybe tonight, I immune to them.

You know why I love blogging, eherm, using laptop or desktop?

Perhaps the entire big screen,

allowing me to see things from the view of the world,

signifying my sanity level through what I type.

Ohya, another important thing,

I'm officially converted into agnosticism :)

It begins at the moment, I was weeping after coming down the stage,

during the Academic Achiever Award Event.

It changes my perspective of the world, of the nature.

And now, I think I can deal things with a more peaceful mind and heart.

I'm counting down the arrival of MARCH;

Hze