I don't mind if I disappoint my mom temporarily

just to prove her that my choice is the right one in coming days.

All the time,

I mostly go for what she wishes.

Following instructions blindly isn't a way to be fillial

and she doesn't appreciate at all.

Supposely,

I should have gone numb

but it seems my reflex reaction only grows stronger, no reduction.

Am I given a second chance to rethink, reconsider and rechoose,

or left the only last path to be taken ?

I shouldn't doubt about suitability,

I'm just comparing and weighing a better properity in future.

Becoming a doctor is to

help the poor, heal the sick and provide a better life for your parents.

Oh, rubbish.

What I want is the real thing that can bring me real happiness.

I have settled down my mood.

I hope the hidden answer can be revealed soon

so that I could settle down my mind.

Signing off;

Hze

11:59 PM
Genuinely by Hazel Frances