Love locked down
And I continue to write the love story..
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Have you ever thought just maybe you're belong to me


"To the left, to the left, everything you own in the box is to the left."
I decided not to make any edition on my previous post.
Because, otherwise it wasn't been genuinely posted anymore.
I first thought it would turn like a big mess,
but out of surprise, it doesn't really look that suck. =]
Once in a while, 
we always need a huge mess.
Anyway, thanks to my lovely 'nextdoor', Thila,
who kindly helped me download this Tor Download thing.
So, I can access all the blocked websites,
as long as the idiotic wifi here is available.
She is really nice, at least there are still a pretty few of them are normal here.
Ok.
I decided to pack up my depressing mood,
and be strong again.
A little few more months later,
I gonna sit for Final.
To revenge on my terrible last year and horrible this year,
this is my only way, am I right ?
I have to buck up. No other choice when you have ended up on this land.
This is Hazel's Attitude.
In this lost land, lost environment, lost atmosphere,
how can I afford to loss myself anymore?
AND-
for Lillian's sake, I must be strong and unbeatable,
as she promises will buy the cicak toys from Kuching to me,
which, I will never forget =D
THEN-
A 30 minutes skyping with my baobei Kuan Shuen rises my strength.
No one laugh in such an adorable way to me for a quite long time edi.
I shall tattoo the images of the way she laugh in my head,
as a constant remind that the world is still beautiful.
LASTLY-
worse comes to worst,
I still have my 5 seasons of Desperate Housewives in my drawer,
my highly addictive last motivator =)
By the way,
a small history to share.
I used to hate SETA, my awful but turned out quite okay secondary school.
And what motivated me to love the school ?
Harry Potter.
I know it is a stupid answer, but it is really true.
So tonight, I am going to watch HARRY POTTER =)
To see whether I can slightly have fond on here or not =|
Now, message to the world :
"Oi, I'm not dying okay, it's surviving !
If you try to pull me down, 
then I must say 'FAT DREAM'. "
That's all for this time. 
AZA FIGHTING !!!
Not going to die so soon;
Hze



9:53 PM
Genuinely by Hazel Frances